This week has been quite interesting. I’ve been more assertive than usual and more at ease with my insecurities.
For example, I stress a lot about having a poor memory and coming across as ignorant in work meetings. I proactively experimented with this and was able to confidently say that I don’t remember, then move on with confidence, rather than shrivel up inside.
I am also more confident about my ideas turning into reality.
As I’m writing this, how do I feel? Flat. Am I disappointed? Yes. How can I be feeling down, getting closer to my dreams?
This John is a strange creature...
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