Diary #14 - A week after my silent retreat

This week has been quite interesting.  I’ve been more assertive than usual and more at ease with my insecurities. 

For example, I stress a lot about having a poor memory and coming across as ignorant in work meetings.  I proactively experimented with this and was able to confidently say that I don’t remember, then move on with confidence, rather than shrivel up inside.


I am also more confident about my ideas turning into reality.


As I’m writing this, how do I feel?  Flat.  Am I disappointed?  Yes.  How can I be feeling down, getting closer to my dreams?


This John is a strange creature...


For a full account of the retreat click here.



Author: JD